She is not one to say it often. I’m not sure why that is. Maybe she doesn’t know how, never learned how. Maybe she’s just not good at it.
My mom has been on her own, for the most part since she was thirteen. Her mom died one morning as she was readying her daughters for school.
I’m thinking since then, she has had issues with god / creator for letting such a catastrope befall her and her younger sister.
Some things trickle down, whether it was meant to or not.
I am no good at love. Most times leave me feeling like a lunatic, if not acting like one.
But, I keep an open heart. Even so, “I don’t know why I was surprised every time love started or ended.” I guess in a cock-eyed sorta of way, I believe in love.
Pat R
3/17/20
Over at dVerse Poets Pub the prompt is to write prose (keeping it tight at no more than 144 words) and to include the line below:-
“I don’t know why I was surprised every time love started or ended.”
https://dversepoets.com/2020/03/16/prosery-surprised-or-not/
And why not still believe?
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My mother found it much easier to express profuse love and affection for/to her dog than me. And I think it was her background too that didn’t prepare her for love of humans. Although I think she felt she showed her love through practical ways.
I learned to accept that and to find love within me and to believe in love. Your post has really inspired me to be reflective on this topic. Thank you.
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..through practical ways.. I suppose there was that.
Glad I could be of help.
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Your open heart shows in your work. (K)
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Thank you K😊
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It’s good to keep believing and to keep an open heart. Who knows? 😊
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True😊
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I think we have to believe… there is no other way.
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I’m thinking so too.
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Bravo you still believe
Much✏love
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Yes, indeed. Thank you Gillena😊
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Wow….powerful. A tough topic for me.
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Thanks.
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Welcome.
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